letter for mom and dad

i was teenager that time. as rebellious as all the girls in the magazine.

you told me this you told me that. and i was always the wrong one.
you yelled at me and i yelled at you back. and in the end we both sorry.

you said it was the best for me, but i thought it was all for your own sake.
i said, "this is my life, let me live the way i want to."
sounded right, but now i realize i was the one who's selfish.

i was teenager that time. it was never easy for me. but i should have known that it was not easy for both of you too.

i was so closed from pathetic future. but i think God knows how to change my mind. so in the end i think it's a win-win solution.

now, i'm in the new town. looking for the real me alone.
far from mom and dad's embrace.
this new world is so cold ,hard and lonely.
and the path i walk is rough.
people pushed me down, people let me down
and all my dreams seem too far to reach. i can even barely see them.

but i believe God knows what's best, cause i realize every new scar He let us have , means new lesson.
He seperated us far far away from each other. Maybe He know that we need space to grow. grow toward Him.

i know my little sister will definitely be mad if i don't include her in this letter.
so for you lil sis, i love you, okay?
learn as much as you can because your generation is much harder than mine.
i regret all the time i wasted when i was your age. don't follow my path, cause i know you still have time.
listen to mom and dad, because although i hate to admit it, but they're always (almost) right.

please pray for me. you have given so much to me but pray is the most powerful thing of all.

i'm still hoping i'm gonna make you both proud someday.
and i'm still praying that one day, we'll be together again.

i love you all so much..