100 Followers Giveaway!

100 Followers Giveaway!http:// http://beautyfoodlife.blogspot.com/2012/12/100-followers-giveaway.html

lagi seneng-senengnya ikutan giveaway..ya siapa tau beruntung dan menang. dan lagi hadiah dari beautyfoodlife ini bener-bener bikin mupengggg.. Etude semua..lumayan banget lah...

yowiss,wish me luck guys!!
ayo yang lain pada ikutan juga.. <3

quizzz part 3

.1.  How many pairs of converse shoes do you own?
2. Any other names your parents planned to give you?
3. Are you hot?
4. Which is the most beautiful place you know?
5. What do you work with?
6. Five everyday essentials you never leave the house without?
7. Have you ever hit an animal with your car?
8. Favorite ride at the amusement park?
9. Favorite beauty essential in your bathroom cabinet?
10. Do you have many followers on your tumblr?
11. Do you tan easily?
12. Are you expecting something in the mail?
13. Do you inspire others?
14. Favorite dessert:
15. What do you collect?
16. Do you like cats?
17. Are you healthy?
18. Have you ever been out of state?
19. Can you always blame your acts on that you were just too drunk?
20. Three things you try to avoid as much as possible:
21. How many times have you been overseas?
22. Do you use to have someone in mind when shopping for underwear?
23. Number of jeans in your closet:
24. What accent do you have?
25. Where would you like to live?
26. Do you follow fashion?
27. Do you have a big butt?
28. Your worst job nightmare is:
29. Who's the coolest rapper in the world?
30. Do you count how long you and your gf/bf have been together?
31. Have you graduated?
32. Should you go to a dance class or a charm class?
33. Rihanna or Lady GaGa?
34. Do you use fake eyelashes?
35. What's your worst interior design nightmare:
36. Which was the last book that really captivated you?
37. What are you wearing today?
38. Have you ever been so drunk that the police had to take care of you?
39. Are you one of those people that often feel sorry for yourself?
40. Do you have a MySpace? And actually use it?
41. What make up brands do you use?
42. What's the last vacation spot?
43. What's the worst kind of rejection you could give someone?
44. Do you have a crush on someone right now?
45. When are one guaranteed to NOT get laid?
46. Is there anyone that many people think is hot, but you don't?
47. How often do you wash your hair?
48. Who's your free pass?
49. Do you sort and organize your clothes in some kind of way?
50. Three persons you would like to thank:         my mom,my dad, my aunty

QUIZZ part 2 (again)

okaayyy, here i am..bored as hell and still cannot find a courage to study that i lost somewhere these couple weeks. so, let's start this boring quizzzz...zzzzz 1° What's a song you like by a goth band? is Panic at the disco can be classified as goth? if so, i do like their "when the day met the night" 2° If you have a YouTube account, what's your username (optional)? i already have .it's Jeanne S***** 3° Do you own shirts with funny sayings on them? If so, which is your favorite? yes, when i was child. the one i brought from Joger, bali..sadly i already forgot the words. 4° Would you ever consider getting permanent makeup if it was free of charge? no. 5° What's one way people commonly misspell your name? ah, they always spell Jeanne with only one 'n' 6°Do you ever wear fishnet stockings? no, oh gosh..it'll look disgusting on me..haha 7° What is one career that you would never consider? pest control 8° If someone offered you $5 each for a pair of your used underwear, would you give it to them? no. oh my why this quiz is getting shittier and shittier.. 9° Do you put makeup on when you're not going anywhere? no. 10° What was the last shampoo you used? baby shampoo. 11° How many malls have you been to? quite many.. 12° If you found out you were pregnant right now, what would you do? Who would be the first person you would tell?wowwww..crying and panicking at first couple of hours. IDK..i can't imagine telling my mom about it. she would definitely faint. my best friend? IDK..really..next question! 13° How much body hair on a guy is too much in your opinion? err.. chest hair is already too much.. 14° What are some things you own that have leopard print on them? none 15° What's the most you've paid for a pair of shoes, and what brand/kind were they? around 300 thousand rupiah from BeBob.. 16° What does the design on the shirt you're wearing look like?a print tee and said 'GUESS. USA' 17° Do you shave your legs in the winter? yes.well, i'm in tropic country.. 18° In gym class, do you legitimately change or do you just put your sweatpants over your jeans and stuff (if you're not in school, what DID you do)? change. 19° When was your last job interview, what company was it for, and how did it go? neverrr..still studying.. 20° Is your cellphone clock in analog time (ex. 6:09pm) or army time (ex. 18:09)? army time.. brooo, it's boring...

Pernyataan Iman

ALKITAB

Kami percaya bahwa Alkitab secara keseluruhan, yaitu Perjanjian Lama dan Perjanjian Baru, merupakan penyataan Allah yang sempurna yang diilhamkan Roh Kudus kepada para penulisnya. Karena itu Alkitab benar tanpa kesalahan pada naskah aslinya dan memiliki otoritas tertinggi sebagai standar kebenaran dan pedoman hidup manusia, sehingga perlu diajarkan dengan hikmat yang benar dalam pimpinan Roh Kudus bagi semua orang percaya.

ALLAH

Kami percaya kepada satu-satunya Allah yang hidup dan benar, yang kekal dan keberadaan-Nya tergantung pada dirinya sendiri; yang dalam kekekalan-Nya ada dalam tiga pribadi Allah Tritunggal yang Esa, yaitu Bapa, Putera dan Roh Kudus. Allah adalah pencipta dan pemelihara alam semesta yang memerintah segala sesuatu menurut kehendak-Nya bagi kemuliaan-Nya.

YESUS KRISTUS

Kami percaya pada Yesus Kristus, Anak Allah yang diutus Allah setelah genap waktunya, dikandung oleh Roh Kudus dan lahir dari anak dara Maria, Allah sejati dan manusia sejati, yang hidup tanpa dosa, mati dan bangkit menggantikan manusia, naik ke sorga, memerintah sebagai kepala gereja, dan akan datang yang kedua kali dalam kuasa dan kemuliaan.

ROH KUDUS

Kami percaya pada Roh Kudus yang bersama-sama dengan Allah Bapa dan Allah Putra menciptakan dunia, mengilhamkan Alkitab, melaksanakan karya penyelamatan, memungkinkan orang percaya untuk bertumbuh semakin memancarkan kemuliaan Tuhan, serta memberdayakan orang percaya untuk bersaksi, melayani, dan mempermuliakan Tuhan.

MANUSIA

Kami percaya bahwa manusia diciptakan serupa dan segambar dengan Allah untuk memuliakan-Nya. Namun setiap manusia telah jatuh ke dalam dosa, mati secara rohani, dan kehilangan kemuliaan Allah. Oleh karena itu, manusia berada di bawah hukuman adil Allah dan tidak ada seorang pun yang dapat memperoleh keselamatan melalui upaya dan kebaikan diri sendiri. Manusia hanya diselamatkan oleh kasih karunia Allah melalui penebusan Yesus Kristus yang diterima melalui iman dan dinyatakan dalam kehidupan yang baru, yang mengasihi dan memuliakan Tuhan.

GEREJA

Kami percaya bahwa Gereja adalah tubuh Kristus yang terdiri dari orang-orang percaya yang telah dilahirkan kembali oleh Roh Kudus, dari segala waktu dan tempat, dengan Kristus sebagai Kepala Gereja. Tujuan utama gereja adalah untuk mempermuliakan Allah. Hal ini dinyatakan melalui penyembahan, pengajaran, persekutuan, pelayanan, dan pengutusan. Gereja mendapat amanat untuk menjadikan murid Kristus di antara semua suku bangsa di dunia, yang akan menyembah dan mempermuliakan Allah selama-lamanya.

AKHIR ZAMAN

Kami percaya bahwa pada Yesus Kristus akan datang kembali secara nyata dan mulia. Pada kedatangan-Nya setiap orang yang percaya dikumpulkan, setiap orang yang mati dibangkitkan, bangsa-bangsa dihakimi, dan kerajaan-Nya ditegakkan selama-lamanya. Orang yang percaya akan masuk ke dalam kebahagiaan kekal bersama Allah, orang yang tidak percaya akan masuk ke dalam kebinasaan kekal.

Kami percaya orang-orang tebusan Tuhan yang tidak dapat terhitung banyaknya, dari segala bangsa dan suku dan kaum dan bahasa akan bersukacita dalam kasih dan kemuliaan Tuhan selama-lamanya di surga.

letter for mom and dad

i was teenager that time. as rebellious as all the girls in the magazine.

you told me this you told me that. and i was always the wrong one.
you yelled at me and i yelled at you back. and in the end we both sorry.

you said it was the best for me, but i thought it was all for your own sake.
i said, "this is my life, let me live the way i want to."
sounded right, but now i realize i was the one who's selfish.

i was teenager that time. it was never easy for me. but i should have known that it was not easy for both of you too.

i was so closed from pathetic future. but i think God knows how to change my mind. so in the end i think it's a win-win solution.

now, i'm in the new town. looking for the real me alone.
far from mom and dad's embrace.
this new world is so cold ,hard and lonely.
and the path i walk is rough.
people pushed me down, people let me down
and all my dreams seem too far to reach. i can even barely see them.

but i believe God knows what's best, cause i realize every new scar He let us have , means new lesson.
He seperated us far far away from each other. Maybe He know that we need space to grow. grow toward Him.

i know my little sister will definitely be mad if i don't include her in this letter.
so for you lil sis, i love you, okay?
learn as much as you can because your generation is much harder than mine.
i regret all the time i wasted when i was your age. don't follow my path, cause i know you still have time.
listen to mom and dad, because although i hate to admit it, but they're always (almost) right.

please pray for me. you have given so much to me but pray is the most powerful thing of all.

i'm still hoping i'm gonna make you both proud someday.
and i'm still praying that one day, we'll be together again.

i love you all so much..

Someday-John Legend

since the first day i heard this song, i know i'd love it forever..

but now you’re gone and memories all I have for now ,but no it’s not over, we’ll get older, we’ll get over, we’ll live to see the day that I hope for come back to me. I still believe that, we’ll get it right again. we’ll come back to life again. we won’t say another goodbye again, you’ll live forever with me. someday, someday we’ll be together

I believe there is more to life..oh I love you much more than life itself..

but, i never realize how beautiful the lyrics is. i think i'm just being sensitive because of everything that's going on in life these several days.
why there are so many regret in our life. i have just lived for 20 years 10 months, and i've disappointed almost everyone i met in my whole life. i envy nice people. they maybe have been disappointed by most people who took them for granted or never realized their value. But let me tell you, nice people.. you're the lucky one. people hurt you cause they envy you. cause they wanted to see you hurt somebody else. they wanted to see even a really nice guy can fall.
but you never know what it's liked to hurt someone. it's the worst feeling ever. because you're hurt more.
the guilty feeling will never vanish and until you can say sorry, it'll never gone. but pride sometimes take place between them. i don't know if i like being adult or not. sometimes i like it cause now, i become more and more resistant to what other people say about me. i didn't give any fuck for them. if they didn't like my way, then fine. i have much more confident than what i had in high school. i just keep thinking, why can i never think like that when i was in High school.

actually i don't know if it's good or not, cause sometimes you really have to listen to people right?

what i don't like about being a grown-up is my pride is as high as a skyscraper. it's really hard to even say sorry. not because i don't want to it's just, i can't stand the embarrassment. ahh.. i hate it. but i know it's wrong. i've learn so much that you never know how much time you have before that chance's gone.

i never gonna back to the past. i hate my past. i never wanna going back and repeat it all again.
but i think i'm trapped in it. i run but it keep haunting me. i always hope someday i'll change and become a different person. but then i realize. there's no tomorrow! it's now or everything is just a big lie.

arghh, i'm such a drama queen and a cry-baby..but when it come to blog, everybody is fighting to be the most pittyful one right? hahaha..

#and now i realize how far this post from the title.. but, i've always diagnosed myself as Attention deficit disorder patient..hehe

by the shore

"But let there be spaces in your togetherness and let the winds of the heavens dance between you. Love one another but make not a bond of love: let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.



The sea, once it casts its spell, holds one in its net of wonder forever. 

#friend

i wish i were there with her right now. i pray for you to stand still.
you are the strongest person i've ever known..

100 truths!!

i just find this from my sister's note and you can copy this too..it's quite fun.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage:UHT chocolate milk
2. Last phone call: my dad
3. Last text message: my friend
4. Last song you listened to: Taylor swift's new song Holy Ground (actually i'm listening to it now)
5. Last time you cried: about 2 or 3 days ago, a little thing, but i'm on my period so i guess it's acceptable..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: at the same time? no, i don't even ever have a BF. yeah, laugh at me!
7. Been cheated on: no,unless you count someone i'm dating in my mind and then he has GF.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special :yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up: no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. grass green
13. sea blue
14. pastel yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012)
15. Made a new friend:yes
16. Fallen out of love: not this year. i even already forgot what it's like to fall in love..hehe
17. Laughed until you cried:of course!
18. Met someone who changed you: hm..maybe, but i don't realize it..
19. Found out who your true friends were: hm..yes?
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no..i'm not that kind of girl/friend who express things with touchs..
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: almost everyone..
23. How many kids do you want to have: i don't know. i haven't even decided if i want to have kids or not.
24. Do you have any pets: yes, best dog ever (well, for me) Molly
25. Do you want to change your name: Hmm..no
26. What did you do for your last birthday: it was exam's day. pathetic i know..
27. What time did you wake up today: 11.00 am i guess. but, i slept at 6 am!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: reading, blogging, singing, and other stupid things
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Christmas!!!!!! i'm so ready for it!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: huhu..last september i guess, at my grandpa funeral.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My body? or my brain, so i can see my body differently?
32. What are you listening to right now: Taylor Swift's new album, Jon Mclaughlin
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no..wait, is tommy include?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my internet speed!!
35. Most visited webpage: wordpress, facebook, youtube.
36. Whats your real name: *censored 
37. Nicknames: Jean, Jen, BJ.
38. Relationship Status: Single and not trying to change it.
39. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
40. Male or female?:female
41. Elementary?: BPK Penabur
42. Middle School?: BPK Penabur
43. High school/college?: BPK Penabur. yes, i made in BPK Penabur, and i'm proud of it..hoho
44. Hair colour: Black but also a little bit red under the sun..
45. Long or short: medium
46. Height: +-157 cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?:not now, but do celebrity or fictional boys from books count? cause if yes, i do have a huge crush on some boys..haha
48: What do you like about yourself?: hard thinker
49. Piercings: No.
50. Tattoos: No.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no
53. First piercing: No.
54. First best friend: bianca suciadi, when i was in kindergarten 
55. First sport you joined: swimming
56. First vacation: Singapore
58. First pair of trainers: none
59. Eating: Raisins
60. Drinking: mineral water
61. I'm about to: studying
62. Listening to: Taylor Swift's I Almost Do
63. Waiting on: nothing.

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: i don't know. i love kids so much, but i don't think i'm ready for such a huge responsibility like that..
65. Get Married?: Maybe, but if God has different plan, i'm ready..
66. Career?:at New Zealand.

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller: Medium
70. Older or Younger: older..
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous but sometimes romantic..
72. Nice breasts or nice bottoms / Nice stomachs or nice arms: nice everything..haha
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant:Trouble Maker. but i'm a hesitant type of girl.

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: never
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes!! almost every year since first i use glasses! the last glasses is the longest one.
79. Sex on first date: no. and hopefully never!
80. Broken someone's heart :  i have no idea
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: yes, unintentionally. 
84. Cried when someone died: Yes
85. Fallen for a friend?:yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: i'm  trying..
87. Miracles: yes
88. Love at first sight: maybe
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: no. But i believe in gifts..=p
91. Kiss on the first date: no
92. Angels:yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today?:yes, i love singing! 
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: no, i never want to go back there.
98. If you could pick a day and relive it, what would it be?: every day i let my mom down.. and the day my first dog died..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: sometimes
100. Posting this as 100 truths?:yes

Holla, world!!

well, actually i have another blog about movies and books.. But, random things also happens in my life. And i think it's kind of inappropriate to post it in that blog. So, i decided to make a new blog and promise to try to be as open as possible. I think it's gonna be some stupid, nerd, dorky stuff of a 20 years old medical student, but yah..i wish it'll entertain you. and hope that i'm not that irritating..hoho

as first post, i'll give you this picture..haha i love this one.

Any one of you are a Queen's fans? i know it's kind of weird to see girl  at my age love queen's song. But i do. i do love them. My dad and my mom were their fans so since child, i'm kind of familiar with their songs.
it's kind of Rock but also like a orchestra. All music from England are always really classy (except one direction of course! but i like them though.. hehe)

i think it's enough for first move..